What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I think

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

How do military families balance personal political views with respect for civilian leadership?

Just wanted to put it out there

and I’m such a picky eater

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

Do you think cheating is that bad?

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

In the New Testament, Christ quotes the Ethiopian book of Enoch. How do the Sola Scriptura folks square this circle?

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

Do you like wearing short skirts?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

Are democrats inherently stupid or just lazy? They can Google " Ohio is investigating reports by residents that migrants are eating the local wildlife " why can't they seem to do the most simple things? Blind, ignorant, stupid or obtuse?

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

Why is it that when the Democrats absolutely love everyone to be LGBTP, they don't even acknowledge that Barack Obama and his husband Big Mike are homosexual, and he is the first homosexual president of the USA?

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

Likes we’re not siblings

I can’t anymore I just hate it

Joe Biden is not the best president we had. That would be John F. Kennedy. How is voting for Donald Trump any worse than voting for Joe Biden?

I hate myself so much

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

What do you think about the NFA full auto band? Weapons built before 1986 can be transferred and registered? But we can't have an 87? But older weapons tend to be far more powerful. I think we should drop it. Input?

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

Why am I sweating so much when I try to do anything?

My body my voice, especially my voice

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

Why is porn so addictive?

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

Will Canadians still buy American products?

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

Why do so many people like life?

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

They’re both small dogs

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

Why do people with trauma easily recognize other people with trauma through eye contact?

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

Why do people turn a blind eye to bad behaviour if someone is very good looking? Whereas if someone is ugly, they get harshly judged for everything?

I want to be a boy

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

And she ate half of the popcorn

Do you think all these charges that have been brought against Trump are just a coincidence? If he was such a big threat why did they wait 3 years to bring these charges? Or is this all just election interference?

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I want to but I can’t

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

Idk tbh

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

About all my friends

I hate it

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore